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Situation # 1
You won a contest in where the prize is to correct or change a body part, what and why do you choose that part?

A: I wouldn't change anything. I'm exactly how I'm supposed to be. There are things that I don't like about my body but those things are what make me unique ;( However, if I was forced to change something I'd choose to change my breast. I'd make them smaller. Along with my stomach and my thighs. Ha

Situation # 2
The war is continuing in Iraq. The government has issued a draft for all boys and girls 15 years and up to 40. All are mandated to report, with penalties for not showing up....prison and death. What do you do?

A: Bush is gonna have to come find me!!!

Situation # 3
You are entering a contest on "What makes you the most glad to be alive" what do you write about? And why?

A: I'd write about my family (my mom & Goddaughter) and my relationship with God. I'd also write about being "free" and having the power to change things. As long as you're alive you have that opportunity.

Situation # 4
Your spouse has gone away on a business trip. They are going to be gone a week. When they get home, they seem a little strange at first, but as days go by all is normal. One night you just can't sleep, you try but your still awake. So you get up to watch some TV. You happen to turn on " To Catch A Predator".On that show you happen to see your spouse being caught, and charged. What do you do?

A: I'd beat his behind and then divorce him. I hate perverts and pedophiles. There's no way I could stay married to one.

Situation # 5
You have just found a treasure chest worth 5 million. Easy spending it with out any questions. But there has been a notice around searching for it for years, a reward of a half a million.......What do you do?

A: What treasure chest? ;) Honestly, I'd give it back. I can't live with having something that's not rightfully mine. The guilt would eat me up.

Just in case you haven't realized it by now, I've released a new version of my design site. I also updated it today! I haven't posted anything on here in a few days because I'm working on my new personal site as well. Anyhoo....

Miss Beauty posted this on her Sugar so I'm stealing jacking it!!!

Rules - Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, things.. nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. And you can not use the same word twice

WHAT IS YOUR NAME: Miracle
BOY NAME: Matthew
4 LETTER WORD: Maze
GIRL NAME: Martha
OCCUPATION: Mechanic
COLOR: Maroon
SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Mask
BEVERAGE: Martini
FOOD: Macaroni & Cheese
SOMETHING FOUND IN THE BATHROOM: Makeup
A PLACE: Montana
REASON FOR BEING LATE: Missed my ride
SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: Mommy
A FLOWER: Marigold

This was so much fun. I think mine was too easy!!

A while ago one of my Plurk buddies posted something about cleaning her keyboard so I decided to pop a few of my keys out to see what they looked like. OMG!!! It was the most disgusting thing I've seen in a really long time. It's like everything in my room lands in there to die. UGH!! That freaked me out so bad that I had to take all of the keys off and vacuum the keyboard. Now my keyboard is messed up. :( I forgot that when you take the shift key off it almost never works right again. Boo. I'm tired of the shift key getting stuck so I just bought a brand new keyboard. Hopefully it will be here soon. I need to invest in a keyboard skin because I can't live with a dirty keyboard. Ewww

Anyhoo, I'm going to comment people and then go finish this project.

I just wanted to make a quick post because I've been slacking off really bad. What's new? I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. Mine was pretty OK. I spent the day with my mom. The rest of my family got together at my aunt's house. We passed.

Today has been really stressful. Actually, these past few months have been. I don't think I mentioned this in the past, but I've been suffering from depression for a few years now and recently it's gotten pretty bad. I'm trying to control it on my own and I'm not doing a great job at it. Recent events in my life have kind of triggered a lot of things in me and it's been very tough to get through every day.

For my own sanity I've started drawing again. :D It really helps me keep my mind off of the bad stuff. I also decided to open my art site back up as a distraction. Speaking of, I just started on this illustration that I plan to use in the theme. I have a long way to go but hopefully I'll finish the whole thing soon. I hope everyone is well!! :)

I joined the Black Expressions book club a few months ago hoping to find some good books but besides the books I chose when I joined they have nothing that I want to read. They send me emails once a week offering me things so I can fulfill my club agreement but there is nothing that I want! So now they're playing hardball.

Last week they sent me an email saying that if I bought a book I'd get 15% off and 5% would be donated to help children learn how to read. Great! Now my not purchasing books is causing little black children across the world to be illiterate. Like I need that guilt! Well, I have news for them, I know a lot of little illiterate children! (JayKay) But that didn't work!

Guilt failed. So now they're bribing me! If I order right now, for every book that I buy I'll get 1 book free. Plus free shipping on orders over 25$. That might work if they had something that I actually wanted to read!!!!

So yesterday I'm posted in my room when I hear the doorbell ring. Gram opens the door and exclaims "OMG it's going to snow!" I roll my eyes and think, 'here she goes again, opening the door for randoms'. So then I hear a knock on my bedroom door! I screen visitors so I listened for voices. Then I hear, "UGH Godma won't open the door for me"!! Damnit man!! I did like a back flip off the bed to get to the door. It was my Goddaughter of course. *screams* I didn't even know she was coming to town. Man was I geeked!!

For those of you who don't know, my Goddaughter and I are extremely close because I raised her for the first few years of her life. I still continue to help raise her along with my cousin (her mom) but she now lives in PA and I don't see her as often as I would like to.

I was so happy to see my baby. She's gotten so big. She's almost my height! It's funny because usually when she comes to visit she stays under me, but yesterday she wasn't even that into me. LOL. She was preoccupied with her birthday gifts that I got her, all of the stuff in my room and my computer. It's cool though. Just seeing her made my heart so happy. Unfortunately my cousin had to get back to PA so they only stayed like 3 hours!!! Boo. :(

I've been sitting here for about 30 minutes trying to figure out what to type here. This is exactly why my domain has been on hiatus for almost a year. I don't know how to express myself in a blog! I was looking at my old blog and sitting there like DAMN, girl you are depressing! But hell, life is depressing. I get caught up in trying to give all of myself while being censored. Yeah, it makes no sense. Unlike my other websites in the past I'm not giving this URL to family and friends so I can pretend that I don't have to be guarded.....

Right now I'm looking to take a nap. I got about 2 hours of sleep this morning. It's impossible to take naps in my house because my Grandmother doesn't know the meaning of silence. The more time I spend with my Gram the more my heart grieves for my mother as a child. I can really see why my family is so screwed up. The matriarch of the family isn't one. That's another story though...

When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then, you disappear...

I joined OnSugar over a week ago and this site was just sitting there going to waste so I decided to make a theme for it and get it up and running. I'm going to use this space as just a random blog!!