Just in case you haven't realized it by now, I've released a new version of my design site. I also updated it today! I haven't posted anything on here in a few days because I'm working on my new personal site as well. Anyhoo....

I just wanted to make a quick post because I've been slacking off really bad. What's new? I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. Mine was pretty OK. I spent the day with my mom. The rest of my family got together at my aunt's house. We passed.

Today has been really stressful. Actually, these past few months have been. I don't think I mentioned this in the past, but I've been suffering from depression for a few years now and recently it's gotten pretty bad. I'm trying to control it on my own and I'm not doing a great job at it. Recent events in my life have kind of triggered a lot of things in me and it's been very tough to get through every day.

For my own sanity I've started drawing again. :D It really helps me keep my mind off of the bad stuff. I also decided to open my art site back up as a distraction. Speaking of, I just started on this illustration that I plan to use in the theme. I have a long way to go but hopefully I'll finish the whole thing soon. I hope everyone is well!! :)

I've been sitting here for about 30 minutes trying to figure out what to type here. This is exactly why my domain has been on hiatus for almost a year. I don't know how to express myself in a blog! I was looking at my old blog and sitting there like DAMN, girl you are depressing! But hell, life is depressing. I get caught up in trying to give all of myself while being censored. Yeah, it makes no sense. Unlike my other websites in the past I'm not giving this URL to family and friends so I can pretend that I don't have to be guarded.....

Right now I'm looking to take a nap. I got about 2 hours of sleep this morning. It's impossible to take naps in my house because my Grandmother doesn't know the meaning of silence. The more time I spend with my Gram the more my heart grieves for my mother as a child. I can really see why my family is so screwed up. The matriarch of the family isn't one. That's another story though...

When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then, you disappear...

I joined OnSugar over a week ago and this site was just sitting there going to waste so I decided to make a theme for it and get it up and running. I'm going to use this space as just a random blog!!